being in constant pain really bites

[musclcar]

besides the pain it's the lack of motor skills i'm noticing more of lately. i have to really think alot just to make sure my r/arm moves i have alot of problems with finger dexterity.one of the tests the doctor did was having my eyes closed and he would stick my fingers with either one or two pins randomly. i couldn't tell at all which finger or how many times he did this.this pain has been relentless with sometimes pain strong enough to make me get upset.another issue was when i had the surgey done last year it damaged more of the brachial plexus so i've got constant numbness in my elbow and forearm now.this neurosurgeon also mentioned that my pectoral and trapezious muscles have atrophied to almost no muscle tone because of no nerve activity.there is also the possibility of this nerve problem not getting any better only getting worse.